To be important

To be important
There was never the moment
where I felt important.
Important to the plot,
important to somebody,
important to myself.
Always there
but never included.
Never reached the inner circle
always scratched the surface.
Douting myself,
my worth,
my will to try everyday
to start this haze again
to never give up,
to finally reach the end.
To get to the point
where I am someone.
Someone important to the plot,
someone important to somebody.
someone important to myself.
To not be someone from an endless list,
to be number one
and not by faking it.

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